LYNETTETPL

it has been such a long time.
and yes i'm blogging again.
hmmm, if you dont wish to see what's on my mind,
you can just skip this post.

ok well let me begin.

ah kang and i havent been contacting ever sicne that day i lied.
i know it's my fault.
and so i lost a friend that day.
for the past few weeks, i really feel like ending everything.
okay well, it's true that i fallen in love with a guy from school.
but somehow things around, things people said really make confused.
people trying to tell me who to like, who to love who not to be with.
it's like my choice right, i'm not a puppet.

and let's talk about judging.
yes he is over protective, but he change.
but to you all he is the worst out of the worst.

so what?
 

no one is perfect!



acting pitiful in front of my friends and people around me.
you are not that pitiful ok.
 

13 september 2009
went jocleen house.
brought ingredients for butter cookies and cheese cake.
miss out one thing sour cream.
after that dinner with ben they all.
was like omg so funny la benedict.
den benjamin oso.
went back home brother was sick.

14 september 2009
marc came over.
went ikea eat den fish spa.
after that he send me home.
mum send me to mall.
find puiman pass her cheese cake.
went toilet meet kang den go see the time for the movie.
but too back m18 so nv go c.
went S.B drink coffee slack awhile.
kang go pick up jared send jared home.
den drove me to changi beach slack slack.
kang laugh cause i mistaken airplane for stars.
LOL.
sunset.
awhile later we left cause i wanna go toilet.
go near by coffee shop find toilet but cannot find.
so decided to go tampines mart there use toilet.
after that he drove me to ECP instead of tampines mart cause i say i meeting marc's dad.
but it's a lie. i am meeting marc instead.
sorry =(
reach ECP battery flat everyone's worried . sorry
marc manage to find me somehow.
he look so tired cause me run around looking for me.
go to his house talk to him den talk to his father den go home.
sorry for all the trouble and kang sorry i lied.

15 september 2009
things between marc and i were settled (:
yup.
went for body massge and back home
went for late lunch with marc at sakae sushi.
after that home.

16 september 2009
today.
home the whole day,
nick flying to australia today as well. take care ya. :)
roy kept sending me all those love love thing on msn =.= all in chinese somemore.
pro la pro la. 

8 september 2009
suntec suntec suntec.

9 september 2009
toa payoh with ZH and puiman.
puiman facial and ZH remove moles.
meet kaijing over at aunt's shop.
went mall.
back home.

10 september 2009
east coast park with puiman and ZH.

11 september 2009
weekang birthday.
 went swimming with ZH 

12 september 2009
morning went out at 4++am.
went east coast park to see sunrise.
red color (=
ZH long pang me arong and mum fetch me and ZH to my house.
later going funeral.
and at night church

04 september 2009

pon school, stay at home the whole day.
ate damn much, time to really slim down.


05 september 2009
went to the airport for lunch.
had crystal jade.
went to pet farm,
and than grandma house.
and back home

06 september 2009
went to church.
mood wasn't that good.
due to some reason
went vivo meet J there.
mood went worst.
dinner with ZH ZH family J and family.
after that walk for a while went home.
talk to  Jun the whole night.
lalalala


NOTE/MESSAGE TO VICK:
emmm, can you stop spreading to people saying that i have no time for friend now cause i have a boyfriend,
and by the way i dont have one.
stop your childish act thank you.
and ya you still own me 78 dollars for like half a year already.
=D

25 august 2009
went to simei with nick, marc and darly to meet joshua.
went to u table.
went home

27 august 2009
after school went to joshua house with isaiah, marc, darly, nick.
after that pei mariann go mall for reborn.
after that back home

28 august 2009
straight after school went to lex's father funeral with marc, isaiah, mariann daryl and nick.
after that back home.

29 august 2009
went marc house,
after that lunch with his parents.
church and than mall.
and home

30 august 2009
marc house, marc over slept.
so didn't went for church morning service.
mum went over to marc house to pick us up for lunch.
back to tam, went to church.
and back home

31 august 2009
school holiday.
went toa payoh with marc.
saw audrey.
after meeting his PO went home.

1 september 2009
sports day.
was like boring i didn't run and was like standing in the hot sun with shi rui holding the ribbon thing.
LOL.
after that mariann dad drove us (nick isaiah marc me mariann) to SPCA.
after that to simei and mariann brought a dog.
after that back home.

2 september 2009
after school went ikea with marc.
and than back home.
super mad when i was at ikea.

3 september 2009
today/
marc slept the whole day in sch today.
ok not really he was woken up by mrs v and bad temper again.
and his hp spoil this time round
after sch went went office, marc and my parenst are there.
omg. so fun LOL
dont really understand. god things again
after all the talking mum drove me and marc to coslab.
he wait for me to end my facial.
go walk at t1 den go home.

sat,
15 august 2009.
watch "where got ghost"
DONT REALLY LIKE THAT SHOW.
church with mum.



sunday,
16 august 2009.
today.
went church with marc,
went ikea for meatball,
spend more than three hours there, 2 hours on finding the place.
=.=
catch orphan,
quite a nice show but some parts were like OMG.
marc's nose bleed.
went home after that.

monday, tuesday. 17-18 august 2009
went home after school.

wed, 19 august 2009
watch G.I.joe with marc's church friends, nick and lex and marc as well.
after that went home.

thu, friday. 20-21 august 2009
home as well.

sat, today.
went marc's house.
new life church and to mall.
awhile later back home.

nick's mum drove marc, nick and i to marc's house.
went there to put our things and wait for alex and germaine.
lunch.
cycle for like 3 hours and off for dinner
after that back to marc's house.
and he sent me home.
and ya i brought dinner on the way back home.
FAT.
anyway, sorry adrain will not be going tomorrow.
i promsie someone.
and ya that's all

school per normal

after school,
lunch with serena, went to meet marc they all after that.
took 81 with isaiah and marc.
went mall to meet nick and a girl (nick's friend)
walk here and there den go home.

at night went out for a while to meet kang,
(he's passing me my birthday present)
he say i slim down liao =)
and ya he brought me chocolate and sweetheart.
omg next time dont do that please.
you dont have to go all the way to orchard to get me that box of chocolate.
it's like what's the point.
but thanks anw.
and ya i think i did something stupid to butter.
i'm sorry

happy birthday to Mrs F and huimin and to myself =)

well was like super shock and surprise and ya.
i did enjoy myself.

well well well, school was like per normal,
during lesson time, Mrs F ask us to go out of class.
mum brought a cake for me to school.
and was like omg how come i dont know.

whole class was like singing the birhday song,
after that praying.
omg damn paiseh.
shake hands with daryl, got cream on his hands and  ya i kana.
so clean it on marc.
after that lex and nick's turn.
cream on my face.
some landed in my nose.
like so disgusting.
and trhe last one was marc.
chasing me with the piece of cake.
manage to make him drop it on the floor but he pick it up and chase me around again.
knock onto someone and fell.
and the cake landed on my neck and face.
and ya i got another scar on my leg.
and you know what is the worst thing?

toilet no water at all.
so was like omg where's water when i really need it.
LOL not jeff.
after school go marc house and surprise again.
got cake, so sweet.
but end up his dog ate it.
mall to meet puiman.
saw andrew and sam.
was like omg i miss them,.
seoul garden with mum, bro , puiman and marc.
after that t1 and back home.

meet butter downstair my block.
walk over to leng house.
aFTER THAT meet chia and off to t1 to meet ben.
went over to noel's working place to eat.
after that off o ben house to play with his dog.
as usual, caileng scream like hell.
watch NDP for a while in ben's room den went airport.
popeye x3
den jelly beans den sent butter home,
and than sent me home..
ben help to carry all my things up for me even sent me to my door step.
thanks la.
had fun.
ya.

looking forward to tml




butter, i love you

was like talking to noel about the plans.
and i was like telling him how boring things are every year cause it will always be k box for birthdays.
and he was like make everything sports.
like super special, but smelly and sticky
went over to leng leng house.
and got like this super huge surprise.
i got lots of eeyores as present.
they still remember that (:
thanks you guys.
after that headed off to mall.
saw darren and edmund on the bus.
was like so qiao.
walk around t1 while waiting for ben and annie.
and leng leng went over to take my cake from rive.
cab down to e hub.
went k box as usual.
was like super crazy.
after that off to white sand with nick and marc.
for dinner.
and nick went home.
mall with leng, darren, marc and ben to meet ben friend jes.
and walk around.
mos for snack and than went home.




super mad today la. omg

didn't attend school, went over to querido's house.
bus to serangoon interchange and mrt to city hall.
had S.B.coffee.
and than to a bookshop.
meet cow and daryl and jocleeeeen.
and off to cine <3
(used to go there every week, and i really miss that place)
watch "UP".
super funny show
after that city hall for ice-cream,
grandma house for dinner.
and than back home

crystal jade with mummy, darren, kang and sheree.
at first thought kang not going cause his hp is off.
but in the end he came.
haven't see them for quite sometime.
they are still as funny as ever.
after that mum, darren, marc, nick and i went e hub.
marc didn't sang at all.
nick super funny la.
after that new york new york for dinner.
and than east point.
saw a black hamster, and darren was like sheree.
LOL.
so bad right.
oh ya 11 more days (:

things are changing indeed.
i know i'm like so rude to you recently. 
i'm sorry for that. 











 don't worry.
i don't like you anymore.
(:

few days back:
cityhall, tampinesmall, movie (obsessed).
it's a nice show, but quite OMG.

friday:
went airport to meet caileng, xiwen and weilun.
saw weilun and he said that i slim down a lot (:
had popeye.
after that rush off to friend's house while they went went over to meet annie (angel)
went home at about 2am.
and this is the day dad doesn't want me anymore.

sat:
out with friends.
watch murderer.
the small kid damn cute sia. 
after that 802 and than back home.

sunday(today):
woke up at 3++pm.
dinner with darren(brother), friend and mum later on.
 

lots of things happened recently.






and it's all my fault.






maybe k's right.
i shouldn't have hang out with guys more often than i hang out with girls.
and yes i admit i always hang out with boys more often.
but it's not like i'm trying to be miss popular around guys.
i am not those kind of bitch okay.
acting cute,
i didn't i swear i didn't, i'm being myself.
acting innocent why would i want to do that.
isn't it disgusting for an old woman like me acting like OMG.
further more i have someone on mind ALREADY.

went serangoon pick M.KOK up.
and went to boon keng for lunch.
had chicken rice, sweet and sour fish, "taogay" and soup.
went for some desert.
after that went for movie.
happy potter (:
ok well it's not that interesting.
quite boring that's what i can say.
love the girl with that lion head thing, super cute.
m.kok was surprise that i didn't mention him today.
yup (:
so i'm sure i'm halfway there.
after that send M.kok back to tam.
and than went home.
sorry girl, i didn't join you for church service today.





changes are made as you can see.
sorry but i have to treat you this way.
i don't wish to be that sad anymore.
treating you badly and cold is the only way i could think of.
this time i really wish to let go.
i don't wish to expect too much anymore.
thanks for all that you have done.
and now it's time to say goodbye.
the past those memories shall be forgotten.
all the best to you, my dear.
promise me be happy always and i will too.

school today was alright,
kind of tired actually.
PE was kind of bored.
after school rush to tam,
saw ben alighting the MRT,
we were in the same MRT all the while.
hahaha.
brought toriQ's pork and de hu said this in chinese:"haven't seen you for quite sometimes and you are way thinner".
and yes i'm super happy to hear that at least days of skipping lunch dinner breakfast works.
went for facial at coslab,
may's having a baby.
how sweet.
after facial went around mall and was like deciding to go home,
at the stairs,
an uncle came and talk to me,
saying this"today hot right".
and i was like so shock.
cause i dont even know him and  he talks to me in the tune, like i know him like that.
a lot of people tao me today ):
i think they dont really remember me ba.



 

maybe i really given up
 

school time had a terrible ache maybe is before i didn't ate for like two days.
got scolded from cher cause johan help me to score.
like what the hell was that only scoring not cheating nor asking him to do work for me.
like omg, because of that i need to change place.
and the new place was like omg boring la.
stupid brainless.
after school went for a drink with isaiah, nick, lex and daryl.
bus to serangoon bus interchange to wait for lex's girlfriend crystal.
den bus to white sand while isaiah went home.
went bk cause crystal wanted to eat over there.
and off to mall and after a whle went home.
lalalala.







monday school not havin lesson,
i seriously dont feel like going,.
stupid funfair thing.

today's weather freaking cold alright
PE was like BORING.
after school talk to nick about THINGS.
and off to lunch with alex, nick, lex, marc, ???(he dont one tell me his name), and Germaine 
after that mall with nick lex marc and ???
saw puiman and she was like i dunno her.
LOL.
after that watch ice age 3 with that 3 guys while ??? went dunno where.
after that meet emmmhmmm for a while den go home.





and yes given up.
no more emo for this girl.
and this time round i really mean it.